After many trips back and forth, missing the eclipse, I am now on medication, as the legs slowly return back to normal. This uncomfortableness of the body has created a catalyst for me to dive deeper into meditation and turn up the volume of self Reiki Care.
Did I miss the eclipse or did experience a release of some old dead garbage that wanted to purge out through the dermis during a time when sun and moon where in their dance of meeting? I feel it is the latter. As I see inside to my Shakti Heart felt Cener and dive into the coolness of the mothers arms, I'm filled with a deep stillness and love. I'm shown scenes from my childhood when heat was a very real conduit in creating major life changing aspects in the way I perceived the world and the way the path of my life was being blazed out for me.
The pain is no longer bad, it's the blessing needed to move deeper into the calling of this peace offering work. I visit my souls guides, animal totems, the Gaia mother and Universal Father and we interact. In my willingness to seek out for clarity, guidance and forgiveness, I receive the grace to communicate with the past and engage freely in the process of helping to further heal on a deeper level beyond the body mind concept so that discomfort can move through more quickly and continue to keep this vessel remaining free of disease. Not to be mistaken in the notion that I will never be ill at another point in time, just understanding that this is necessary now and this is not bad.
Im shown images and reminded to remain on an even keel, don't rock the boat, the way is always moving and the way of it glides through currents that are channeling me with a grace filled with song, laughter and light. A light with the colors of the Aurora fill me and take me on a journey as it knowingly carries me sweetly through the release of the ebb and flow to show me what I need to see and know. It clears the way to allow me to remain still, quiet, free from feeling obliged to engage with meaningless mind thoughts that don't serve well in the moment as it's happening now.
To the outside the veil would have it appear as though I've withdrawn. In a way I have, it's the way right now. The energies of healing are calling on me to go deeper, I must let all that has gone before loose me now. The gems of angel light cool my sight, release the burn, and it's just the beginning once again as I continue on the path of moving in, up and forward to a becoming a less full, more empty, complete whole human being. The shattered pieces are being sewn back together, the tongue is learning to speak, the mind can even join in and comprehend the gravity of the love that is holding it all together.
I bow down and kiss the ground. I raise my hands to sky. I give thanks for this disease fire burning through me.
In my Eclipse, the light that emerges from around the shadows edge are magnificent and are never ending. ~*~
In my Eclipse, the light that emerges from around the shadows edge are magnificent and are never ending. ~*~
