Angel Light in My Eye - Lunar Eclipse 8/22/2017

I found myself sitting in the Doctors office on the day of the Lunar Eclipse, in excruciating burning fire rash of pain on my legs. Prior to this visit I combed through my entire medicine cabinet, health food stores, Walmart, etc; searching for some type of release. So with legs swollen twice their size, unable to bend my knees to walk straight, here I was at in the doctors office.

After many trips back and forth, missing the eclipse, I am now on medication, as the legs slowly return back to normal. This uncomfortableness of the body has created a catalyst for me to dive deeper into meditation and turn up the volume of self Reiki Care. 

Did I miss the eclipse or did experience a release of some old dead garbage that wanted to purge out through the dermis during a time when sun and moon where in their dance of meeting? I feel it is the latter. As I see inside to my Shakti Heart felt Cener and dive into the coolness of the mothers arms, I'm filled with a deep stillness and love. I'm shown scenes from my childhood when heat was a very real conduit in creating major life changing aspects in the way I perceived the world and the way the path of my life was being blazed out for me. 

The pain is no longer bad, it's the blessing needed to move deeper into the calling of this peace offering work. I visit my souls guides, animal totems, the Gaia mother and Universal Father and we interact. In my willingness to seek out for clarity, guidance and forgiveness, I  receive the grace to communicate with the past and engage freely in the process of helping to further heal on a deeper level beyond the body mind concept so that discomfort can move through more quickly and continue to keep this vessel remaining free of disease. Not to be mistaken in the notion that I will never be ill at another point in time, just understanding that this is necessary now and this is not bad.

Im shown images and reminded to remain on an even keel, don't rock the boat, the way is always moving and the way of it glides through currents that are channeling me with a grace filled with song, laughter and light. A light with the colors of the Aurora fill me and take me on a journey as it knowingly carries me sweetly through the release of the ebb and flow to show me what I need to see and know. It clears the way to allow me to remain still, quiet, free from feeling obliged to engage with meaningless mind thoughts that don't serve well in the moment as it's happening now. 

To the outside the veil would have it appear as though I've withdrawn. In a way I have, it's the way right now. The energies of healing are calling on me to go deeper, I must let all that has gone before loose me now. The gems of angel light cool my sight, release the burn, and it's just the beginning once again as I continue on the path of moving in, up and forward to a becoming a less full, more empty, complete whole human being. The shattered pieces are being sewn back together, the tongue is learning to speak, the mind can even join in and comprehend the gravity of the love that is holding it all together.

I bow down and kiss the ground. I raise my hands to sky. I give thanks for this disease fire burning through me.

In  my Eclipse, the light that emerges from around the shadows edge are magnificent and are never ending. ~*~

Saying Godbye to a Loved One For Sue & Bob

As it is with life and living, it's been some time since my last post. Today I learned  that my sister's little kitty, Shmidgin, left its little body. It was 13 years old and had been ill. The vet told her she could put him down or take him home and feed him food & water with a dropper. She chose the latter. 

Upon coming home, she fixed the first floor living room with a cozy place to stay. In the middle of the night, despite his weak condition, Shmidgin took the stairs himself so he could sleep in the bed with my sister and her husband. It seemed that maybe little kitty was going to get better. He was happy and content to be close to them. For two days he stayed, cuddling and being Cared for. On the evening of the second night, he closed his eyes to sleep with them and by morning he had moved on from his little body.

I close my eyes, I connect to my heart, I can feel the sorrow mixed with the grace and blessing of having their sweet little kitty, who they've had since a baby, be able to leave while being so close to them, and being where he loved to be. I can sense angels singing and little kitty jumping around with them in his spirit body. 

We are all going to die, when, is not known. Until our time, if we have the blessing of an animal in our life, I'm going to venture to say undoubtedly we would outlive them; if we aren't killed or struck down by some disease. But is it really being struck down, or just that it would be our time, if that were to happen? Either way I'm going to go with the idea we are healthy and not going to be killed, so we would outlive our animal friend; unless of course, if we owned a parrot, then we might go before. The point is, death is imminent. 

To be in the presence of a dying friend and to be able bring comfort, care and above all your  loving heart is a great gift to be had. Amidst the tears and pain there is an incredible deep stillness and rememberance of all the joy and beauty that was shared through the years. It tears open the heart to a greater love beyond this everyday existence. It can feel as though the world is in on the event and in turn delivers to you a greater fragrance from the flowers and trees. The rivers gurgle louder, the birds sing sweeter. Animals give you a look as if they understand and know what you're feeling and going through in your time of loss. 

The understanding that it's better to have your sweet friend out of discomfort, and to have moved on; doesn't take away the very real painful feeling from missing the loss of him. Yes, the  hurt will subside and go away with the understanding that it is better than him living in suffering. To all this I can only share love to you.

Love, love, love,  heals everything. The energy behind the stillness, the love inside the love. The deepness that helps us to know in an unspoken way that all is well this day of days and Schmidgin loves you both and was happy to be in your lives. He lived like a king. He is forever in your hearts and your forever in his. May this help to ease the loss of your little one. ❤️💞✨✨💞❤️ With love and grace you are in my prayers!